Lost:
This book.
I can’t stop thinking;
falling
back
to those caffeine-
fuelled nights
reading, writing,
reading.
Your brain sparked
by nicotine,
loosened by alcohol.
Mine, blurred,
dull
as January sky.
You taught me metaphor.
A sharp short-circuit of emotion
you don’t need to understand.
You taught me pool
And how to skip
stones;
the world spun on vodka-
spiked
Diet Coke
and light-headed lungfuls
of tobacco.
I miss you.
The morning runs, the evening
pints,
the random texts and writing
checks
but more:
I miss
your bloody hugs.